Helo everyone ^^

2010-10-04T19:38:00.000-07:00

almost one year after spm....time passed fast....
now oredi in college....
but some frens i oredi no see them....
some college, some at other state, or some go working...
just now morning do housework....leave me alone at home be4 go collge...
i feel like got abit lonely...but not in the emo state....
feel like everything so 无奈....
wan find some1 to chat but always no body there.....
even find frens also talk happy stuff.....talk feeling is just a boring topic...
nvm la.....used to it liao....
somemore i try keep contact to my all old frens...but some i think forget me leh...
izzit time really can make change everything...?
i nth to say this d.....
anyway.....sadness will go away sometime...but the feeling hard to catch back d.....

helo everyone~~

2010-08-13T21:08:00.000-07:00

i almost abandoned my blog d...haha
不知不觉 already pass 7 months d....
college life is fun!! haha xD
now i 3rd semester d....is a long semester....
for the pass 2 sem...know alot of frens...some still keep in touch..some go meet new frens and some only say hi only...
when 1st sem..me and vince is same course...so not so lonely...
but when i know he will leave soon...so need to be brave to meet new frens myself....
after goodbye to sem 1 here comes to sem 2...
that time i take 2 subjects....calculus and macroeconomics
i at calculus section B class..got 11ppl..but actually always attend only 8ppl...LOL
section A got 40+....and almost my 1st sem know ppl also at there...so i wish to change section...
but lucky got at least 1 ppl i know at section B...
she is a sikh girl....that time still no very close....but now...(* hehe * )
i have a great time in B class with she, others student and the lecturer....
the lecturer 1st time at INTI college...is a chinese....so funny....
because he said B class so less ppl so feel like relax but A class too many ppl....so noisy....><
he help us alot...the grade i get also no bad..xD

then is macroeconomics...more worst....not even a single ppl i know....
that time i wonder how i survive....
lucky know a guy name benjamin....
he damn pro and clever lo.....all grade A+ and A
quite leng zai and rich....
he talked chinese very funny...but can talk cantonese de.....lol
then i found out that he just live nearby my house....
oh yes!! i found some1 tumpang me liao...wakakaak
so 1 week got 2 or 3 times he fetch me la....
have a great time with him also...
feel like finally found a fren like him....so ngam me de...haha
even now i sem3 he sem6 and he gonna fly over to USA soon....
still got ask him go out watch movie since we live so near and sometimes dota...haah
anyway he older than me 1 year...nt much diffrences but i feel like he is like my gege...like my senior...
but....there's no gap between age!!! xDD

sem3....mean now.....
still meeting new frens....but i also no forget my last 2 sem's frens...
yesterday me with 4 frens go eat pan mee....pan mee at subang jaya very famous...
tiap tiap hari pun ada orang...find a seat also hard....
yesterday me finish class at 1pm...then i 2.30pm like that only leave the restaurent...
gossiping too much d...keep on laugh....
then after that go cc....
i go the cc....my fren said is the most biggest in kl....
i wondering.....but the pc there really nice....nice speaker and got chair let u put legs at btm....song!!
but rm 2.50 per hour la....so exp...>.<
after back home....rest, watch tv and play dota.....to relax myself cuz friday is my rest day....
no books, no assignments, no revision.....only PLAY and RELAX in my mind...wakaka!!
then zhen lok find me yam cha...
i also so long no see him leh...so miss him...xD
he started college at taylor lakeside....
we go pasar malam 1st....see got what foods eat....but no many stall cuz just after rain....
so we go steven corner lo....we chat alot lo....
10pm till 12pm....if i not still " cinderella".....i can go home anytime liao..=.=
we chat abt many stuff....
colleges, new frens, old frens stuff, and bla bla bla....
he said recently very busy and suddenly many stuff ard him....make him got a period of time feel very fan...
and i still found out that....
he is really 二四孝 bf of esther(his gf) lo....
he treat his gf so good....i feel esther is most lucky in this world lo..haha
zhen lok said that got few girls like flerting him la....but he said he really avoid d....but some girl really "wolf" lo...maybe zhen lok is handsome and rich ba....so many bee ard him...haha =D
but me still single.......haiz.....still finding....
what would my frens reaction when i got gf leh....haha....i also dun know!!!

soon wan meet shuan wen and suh yee soon leh....so long no see their face....(not in facebook pls!!!)
suh yee end of this month got holiday so i gonna ask her out and chit-chat....
shuan wen september will come back to kl....dun noe fat or fit liao...=PP
others....maybe i no keep contact with them so they do so gua....
nvm....we'll see someday.....
and my birthday is just over pass 2 weeks....
that day.....i get a big sick....i cant move and vomit and fever....so cham.....
birthday boy sick d....so no cake to eat and no present....
but it's ok.....thx all ur guys' wishes....
and thx zhen lok said that he will buy porridge to visit me....but he didn't make it cuz family dinner....
i don't blame him and feel touchful when he said wan come visit me....
really thanks you zhen lok.. ^.^

ok la...no more to talk d....haha..next time only post ba...
go study now and play games..xD
take care who see my blog....we will meet someday. =D
Bb~~

2010-03-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

soon wan start school leh...
have to face everything new d...
new fren, new college, new study...
finally a college life is coming d liao...haha..got abit nervous and excited...
just now at home i start clean my all form 4&5 books...
so many books....see also faint liao...
i was just like the cartoon in the tv when finding smth but cant find...
book 1 by 1 let me throw out from drawers....haha...like very funny...=P
after "funny" liao...then i start clean and throw books..
suddenly see many old stuff...my exam papers, photos from form 1 to 4, pencil box...
but some even spoil d....my mom ask me throw it....but at the begin i dun wan but keep it as long as it could....
but then i realise....also spoil d..throw it la..reserve for wat...
just same like if smth is lose d...dun keep it...just let it go and give up...
if u keep smth tat is not worthy...pain and sad is only come to you...
now wan colleges d...sure less time see back secondary frens liao...
gathering maybe also will be lesser and lesser...

but then...yesterday suddenly see kin leong online play dota...then i ask him play with me lo..
we cant chat in net cuz got problem so chat in hp...
haha....his 语气 and the "diu diu" sound also same...so funny...no change also..still same...
this fren reli not bad...worthy de...

yesterday also eat lunch with zhen lok...eat bak kut teh....
as usual lo...chat chat...say how's life going on...but the conversation not like him with his gang la...always big laugh, blowing and others...
but he reli a good fren...when i sad he appear..when free time find me eat or watch movie...
he also always come ampang find me and his gf...car petrol also exp la...
so i gonna do smth to thank him back...so yesterday i belanja him makan bak kut teh...
haha xD

suh yee leh...also long time see her leh...but sometimes i call her ask how ah and bla bla...
suh yee is my very 1st good "girl" frens....
i still rmb we got fight for 2 times...
1st times is with kin leong take her IC to see....i say d is kin leong take not me..i see only...
then she angry me liao...tat times i so bek song...angry then angry lo...who cares?!?!?
then later she talk back to me...say not my fault anyway...then later became good lo...
2nd times is when i take math papers...she said my marks got lc her...not very obviously but feel it...keep say me bad words...tat time i also very angry...i got lc her meh....many many stuff...
then later we both sit down then say true words abt each others...also happy in the end..
argue so much only with her...haha =.=

another ppl is szin dee....she sit beside me when at form 5...when at first i feel very bored and scare no topic with her....but then o....we almost like chit chat everyday...make ppl think we r coupling...swt =.=""""
even mr.yu and mr.karim also say us....wan separate our seat....but in the end en.karim also didnt separate us...haha ^^
i can say szin dee is the one tat i can chat with the most and wat topic also can chat...no barrier..
i treat her as 兄弟, she treat like me as 姐妹...haha
many ppl think we very match....but they dun understand..we close fren ma...
we say until our month also dry d...keep explain...
now think back also funny....haha

shuan wen....since take SPM results then no see him d....msn also no see him on....
dunno wat r him doing now...so miss him...
but i dun dare find him....i not saying bad but always ask him out also cant....
i so unhappy de...but CNY tat time he get chicken pock...
he suddenly ask me go watch movie...walau....i so happy lo...1st times ask me out...me also surprise d..@@ haha
BFF.....dunno still maintain in this friendship anot....
i reli dunno...and also let it be naturally....

finally...i wan say is....
maybe this blog i will not upload so often d....
cuz lazy type...and not much ppl view my blog too...do also waste time...
haha..ok la
all take care ba...
bye bye~~

i'm back to post again~~~ ^^

2010-02-26T04:27:00.000-08:00

yeah....another post d...since christmas tat day till now baru post...and i also let ppl say " y u didnt updated ur blog de?? " HAHA xD
wow...rest for last 2 months d...no school life so good...but also abit sad...
cant every weekdays see each others...
last pass few months got go out with frens...some go NS i also got meet back them awhile...
go yam chai, watch movie, bai lian, eat eat eat and....( i think no more liao..haha )
still working lo...but soon dun have liao..cuz 22
march i gonna school liao...=) or =( leh ?? @_@
today i just finish watch 恋爱星球人...
WALAU....the ending so TOUCHING!!! makes me also wan cry d...feel so touching but very pity of 池一宝....he so 伟大!!! Good man good man good man!!!
i wonder if can happen in real life...if me is he..dunno i will do the same thing anot...haha
but who knows la...see future la...we will know it...
i post this photo..it is very nice..
but some say this ending not very nice...anyway this drama is good...makes me feel touching de also very nice...haha psps ^^
ok la...next time post again ba..dun know wan write wat liao...haha
btw...Lady GaGa's Bad Romance so nice nice nice..youtube say somemore even when u sleep also will rmb this song and siong it..so powerful...haha
bye all~~ take care
=D

Merry Christmas to everyone =)

2009-12-21T02:34:00.000-08:00

wa...last post is 25 nov...today is 21 dec..
almost got one month leh...haha ><
finally graduated and prom night was over liao...
have to say goodbye to all my frens liao....
it's not mean tat we will never meet again....
like farewell but not reli farewell la....hope u know wat i mean...haha ><
christmas day almost nearby...
i wish u all have a merry christmas day..
of course i got buy present for my frens la....but some ppl onli....
if i buy present to all my frens....i scare "ah long" will keep find me...><
24dec go min yee's party there bbq.....25dec go my fren's church got event....
23dec go saisaki there eat sushi food...buffer ( dun noe how spell...psps )
26dec also got plan de but no ppl pui me go and tired so dun wan go la....
so busy...haha
but also not very free go so many places...have to help my mom working now....

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today wan go watch Avatar movie with zhen lok de...but damn i have to WORKING!!!
actually yesterday i also got watch de....but till half i leave liao...
cuz my parents' "夺命追魂" call ask me back home....till kilmas and excited time liao...
but i have to go....if not i will die in my parents' hand...T_T
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so bek song la!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan watch again ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( shout also no use....haiz.... )
i onli off day at sunday....dun noe when can watch again....
i wan movie right now.....so long no go cinema watch movie liao.....but but but
W O R K I N G ! ! ! ! ! ! !

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btw....Lady GaGa "Bad Romance" so damn nice...
haha....i especially like the part :
" Rah Rah-ah-ah-ah
Roma roma-ma
GaGa uh-la-la
Want Your Bad Romance. "
everyday also listen twice or more.....addicted liao ><
she so pro....geng ah!!!!
ppl say she is a male be4....i also dun noe...
but who care la.....as long her song nice then ok d....=D

ok la...post next time....
( dun noe "next time" is when...haha )
wish u all again:
Have a nice merry christmas day and pls dun turn 平安夜 to "失身"夜 o....haha xD
See ya~~

Friend

2009-11-25T07:48:00.000-08:00

hey dude....dun noe u still rmb this essay anot....
is eng essay de and is 1st term exam de...
and this was the 1st time i get so high marks de....
here is the essay tat i write...enjoy =]

Friends, this word means a lot to me. Actually, I have many friends in school and outsides. My friends list is not just only between 15-17 ages, some of my friends is even older than me. You know what? I got a friend is 35 years old, he can be my brother or even my father! But, I wouldn't care what his or her ages, I also will be friend with them.

In my school, I have so many friends. But, my truly friend in my school is Daniel. I knew him when he changed to my school at form 4. He is kind of tall and good-looking person. When I first saw him, I thought he was just only a silent and book-worm student. But, I was wrong. I found that he is an open-minded person and good-tempered person. I can chat with him about everything including gospel, because we both are Christian. I finally could find a perosn that had same opinion with me.

People are not perfect, even me and him also have it. I remembered last year that he told me about his mother. His mother didn't let him play computer for no reason. He was angry and didn't want talk to his ever again. So, I advised him and this gonna be fine very soon. He listened to my advises and his mother finally let him play computer. I very happy when he didn't mad at his mother again.

Last year, when I was in the chemistry labaratory, I sit with him because we were same group. I just act like normal that I chatted with him. Suddenly, he said a word, " You know what? You are my best friend that I ever have. I have many best friends, but you are the one I can chat with the most. No worry. No afraid what you thinking." When I heard these, my feeling was kind of happy and shocked, because no one tell these thing to me before. I was so touched by his word and we became tryly friends.

Hence, the word "friends" is very important to me and I will keep this friendship until the day I die. I hope when we graduated, we still are best friends and one day when in my wedding day, I hope that he can attend my wedding day.

so....this is the essay tat i wrote..

and mr.ali comment it "Very well-written", "Very well-composed" and "quite discreetly person"....and the marks is 40/50 xD

i hope wat i say in this essay...will be happen and keep it...until the day i die...and i will not regret that i know u. =D

a sms

2009-11-23T01:31:00.000-08:00

do u guys still rmb this story anot...this story is so meaningful....
and it helps my eng oral get 11/10!!!!! surprise leh....
actually the original of this story is chinese version...i just translate to eng...
this story is from my fren...she sms me de...
now i write it chinese...( i type word by word de o....no copy paste de...lolz)
some words i cant type....dun noe why....

有两个朋友在沙漠中travelling, 在travelling中的某点他们吵架了，一个还给了另一个一记耳光。
被打得觉得受辱，一言不语，在沙子上写下：今天我的好朋友打了我一巴掌。
他们继续往前走，到了沃野，决定停下。被打巴掌的那位差点淹死，幸好被朋友救起来了。
被救起后，拿了一把小剑在石头上刻了：今天我的好朋友救了我一命。
一旁好奇的朋友问：为何我打了你，你要写在沙子上，而现在要刻在石头上？
另一个笑一笑回答说：当被一个朋友伤害时，要写在易忘记的地方，风会负责抹去它；相反的如果被帮助，我们要把它刻在心灵深处，任何风都不能抹灭他。
朋友的相处，伤害往往是无心得的，帮助却是真心的，忘记那些无心的伤害，铭记那些对你的帮助，你会发现这世上有很多真心的朋友。

above there is the story...i still keep it at my hp...sometimes when i not shuang with some fren...
i will take this out and see...makes me cool down...
and i know recently got smth happen in me...
my best fren seem like dun like chat with me....and we like nth to chat leh....
maybe everytime i do or say smth make him angry...and i always say sry...like biasa liao...
maybe he heard it many times leh...so feel sien and meaningless...
i know i over oredi...so makes u angry...
used to i got a best fren....4 years know but at last we fight and not chat aymore leh....
if this time i mess up again....i not deserve have best fren again...dun wan let my best fren and me sad again....
but anyway....
Sorry, dude.
hope u can see this post....

God please bless...

2009-11-05T02:11:00.001-08:00

pass few days i got abit moody and sad....
is because of fren problem...
ya...got ppl find me chat and i also got said why....
无可否认 i got abit back-stabbing some of my frens....
he and she also got....i reli feel sry abt tat
is because if i didnt say out i will keep moody and sad....
today morning also got abit moody la....
but afternoon no more leh...
thx to him and her accompany me just now...
i know best fren is not easy to do....need many time...
i know sometimes i over it or even forcing...
but if the limit is there then is there liao...cant over the limit...
if i use smth tat my best fren dun like to force, wat for call best fren again??
just let it natural ba....i will try my best to maintain...
this frenship is important to me....and i hope u also too...
left one more month...let it be sweet and good memories ba...=)

p/s : but...i wan say thank you to u, dude. Thx u appear at my life. I will not forget you. I promise.

so proud of her...

2009-10-23T23:16:00.000-07:00

at working place now....
just normal lo...
listen song, facebook, msn and chatting...
just now saw a ppl....the ppl quite young...
her leg got problem so she have to use the tongkat to walk...
dun knoe she drop smth...i just onli heard but didnt see...
she take by herself...
it makes me think back previous few weeks....
one day at the morning i as usual go to school by van...
after fetch me got a path way must pass throught the pasar...
suddenly i saw a women...like 20+ plus age onli...
she dun have hair...got also few onli...long and soft...
i tot is maybe is cancer or wat...
but i saw her face....she is smiling when walking...
she dun have purpose why she smile...just smile onli...
she maybe got cancer be4....but she fight won leh...so become like this...
she walking maybe go working or somewhere...
everyone look at her including me...
i dun know others thinking wat la...
but i am thinking...
the women is so brave and i very happy and proud of her even dun knoe her...
the smile at her face....just dun knoe y makes me smile too...
she let me learn one thing...."brave" and "stay strong"
maybe just a few mins onli...
but become my memorable memories...
so good =)

today's life..

2009-10-17T07:59:00.000-07:00

finally get my license liao...yeah~~ ^^
morning drive my mom, mom's fren and my fren go eat breakfast...
church organise de...
then after tat me and nelson go leisure mall 走街街...
and watch movie also...
we watch pandorum....so scary and excited...
but nice movie la...
then we walk walk awhile go church lo...
me just came back from church onli....
so how was u today dude??
hope u also have ur lovely day too...
ok la....go sleep d..
nitez~

y u wan do so leh....?

2009-10-15T09:02:00.000-07:00

fren...y u delete ur blog after i view ur blog...
u give me ur blog link to me in the begin but at last u r the delete urself blog...
u said u dun wan let others ppl know...i reli dun have told anyone....
but i just dun understand onli....
am i do smth wrong to u ma?? if got u just say onli...
dun suffer urself alone....say out and share...
and i will be ur listener...
my bro, nelson....take it easy...
dun suffer urself...ok ma??
i so worry abt u leh...

Pass liao!!! xD

2009-10-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

I......I......I......I.......I.....
Pass my driving test liao!!!!! hohohohohoh~~~~
finally can put down the rock and worry liao...
and i also wan to thx all my frens tat give me support be4 test...
u guys' support is my energy...haha ^^
here is the slip tat prove me tat i have pass d...=P

my P license is done by this friday....
btw i also cant drive to school or go anywhere alone...
must have my parents beside onli can let me drive...
they say must after half year onli let me drive....
haiz...half happy half sad...
=X

走街街咯。。

2009-10-09T16:55:00.000-07:00

today whole day at outside again...
evening go farhan's open house...still raya month...
later 9am need start go out liao...so early
wai wai fetch us dun noe y so early...
then after farhan's open house we go 海棠 eat steamboat...
eat liao then eat again....不要肥都很难咯。。
nvm la...with frens is like tat de la...
next year onli start keep fit, now eat 1st!! haha =P
later i think 8 or 9 pm like tat back home...
me so "busy" man...
ok la....chat till here la...
haven brush teeth and bath...
need "leng zai" myself later...
haha ^^
take care when u see this post =D

chat till bla bla bla...

2009-10-06T01:45:00.000-07:00

posting while eating...haha xD
today at school my frens all got updated their blog de...onli me not often...lazy..=P
erm...dun noe write wat....
today school day so free...most of the time chatting onli...
got chat with shuan wen, suh yee, szin dee, agnes, kar foon and bla bla....
all also 三八 topics....me became 三八公 liao...=.=
but even these topics all nonsence...but in the end i always learn a lesson...
they said abt feeling when someone do smth good or bad to them...
so next time i will do right things and avoid do bad things to the others...
so...cant said 三八 at all la...hahax
but sometimes i also got do smth wrong to my frens..
if u r viewing this post and u r the one get hurt from me...
i here to said : " Sorry, buddy. I didn't mean to hurt you. Pls forgive me. "
ok la...finish eat liao...post 2moro if can la
bye~~

let's go out!!

2009-09-23T20:12:00.000-07:00

just wake up 1 hour ago...so tired...
cuz yesterday i at outside from morning to night...
then yesterday yesterday i go zhen lok's kl house till 1am like tat back...haha xD
wa...his kl house reli near the KLCC...
wait few mins oredi reach d...and i watch the KLCC close the light...so yeng...
his house also very nice elegance...and also many nice sports car....
so rich.....
yesterday i go times square with zhen lok, esther and soo kuan...
we walk walk and eat together 1st then onli split...
me and lok go play bowling; esther and kuan go shopping...
we play bowling very fun..the score also not bad...
then we walk walk at the times square then go sg.wang walk again...
so long no walk liao...
then 5pm like tat we go cheras selatan buy chicken wings...
7pm go yen foo's house BBQ...
but my right got some injure...when i wan 插 the chicken wings to the fork head...
suddenly not carefully the fork 插 into my finger...
got 0.4 or 0.5 cm long...( it think so la... )
then zhen lok faster give me a ice and stop bleeding it...
but nth de la....wet wet water ma...haha =P
esther have to went back home be4 10.30pm...then lok cant reach in time...
then in the road he speeded up the car....me got abit scare also...lol
while in the road...i saw lok very care abt esther...
scare her mom will scold esther..
they holding each others...just like husband and wife....haha
me also got feel sry to zhen lok....
cuz he always fetch me go and back...
later he need back home to see his father again then go kl house stay a night...
go and back also waste so much petrol liao...
i so 不好意思...let u feel tired..
so i wan help u always for return....
all i can say now is....
"Thank you, Zhen Lok."
cuz u never care i will be a 负担 for u....
i reli feel thankful...
i'm so glad tat i can know u..
i hope tat after graduated we can still go yam cai and shopping together ^^
shuan wen also....even he cant go out like us do now...
but i wait him....he sure can go out like us now someday...
just wait the time la..haha =D
ok la..write till here..
next time post again la...
take care urself if u see this.
^^

( dun noe put wat title....lolz )

2009-09-20T19:13:00.000-07:00

helo..so long no updated my blog liao....
recently pass got trial exam...so no on my blog..
and also always keep play dota....haha =P
my fren said me some more myself blog also never view be4....
got wat happen also dun noe....lolz
holiday leh....wan going out but no kaki....so stay at home lo....
so sien....sleep, eat , play dota....zzz
today i write this post is got smth i wan to say...
is abt my church....
no one know i got blog except nelson..but i think he already forgot liao....but nvm
i found tat my church youth ppl less boy but more girl...
zhen hao, brandon, kelvin, and others some more long time come once....
they said y this church wan set many rules....cant this cant tat...not free
say this is good to us but we dun think so...
i dun have talk bad words behind the church...心照
for me...i think they care the new ppl more than old ppl...(hope u understand wat i saying)
they very active talk to new ppl when after service or at cell...
but the old ppl leh....no one will find u talk if u find ppl talk 1st.....
i am the one lo...
zhen hao also got told me they is like tat de la...贪新忘旧
in the begin i dun think so...but slowly i also agree liao...
so sometimes i also dun wan go church liao....not mood go....
if i express my feeling to them....they sure say is ur problem la, u cant like this la, u must active la....i listen enough oredi!
u all ask me do helper, and trial for 4 months...
but now i wan quit, u all dun let...still say some more reasons
say liao then not accepted...damn u all la...give me step trap...
now nelson and vincent...i found tat they like belong to "holy" gang liao...
i not say not good...and i also wont stop them from doing this...
i not good but i also wan them good....
last week sunday after service..i sit there alone..as usual no one reserve seat for me...
i dun noe nelson got think wan reserve a seat for me anot...but he didnt reserve...
i dun mind, i sit alone...can play hp ma...haha
nelson come chat with me..but i nth say to him..just dun noe chat wat...
onli zhen hao chat with me the most....same type ppl gua..
but watever la...just pretend like normal...i dun wan them let know these things
later say me some more...
ok la...say here more better liao..
post next time la
bye~~
=D

think easily ba....

2009-08-15T16:01:00.000-07:00

i dun noe say wat.....
i just wan to think easily....dun think so complicated.....
i wan happy for now.....
everything is going to be all right...
i hope so.

Be Strong.

2009-08-06T23:41:00.002-07:00

I must always feel strong when smth make me sad….
I cant weak always…not even a second also….
If I weak I will be will easily get hurt and think many many impossible things…
Just like emotional…I cant emotional….i must always keep normal…
But….sometimes the problems come to me and I will also sad too….
But I tell myself….i must strong, I must get over it
I wan tell ppl my feelings….but sometimes I cant seek a suitable ppl also…
I tell him…I dun noe he get wat I mean anot, maybe he just say I think too much d….
I tell her…she just said tat is like tat de la, dun care so much…
I wan them know…cuz I wan them care me….just like I always care them…no matter small or big…
But it will not happen always….once only got gua…..
I so sad but I dun blame them…maybe they dun noe how help me…
So I must strong….so I wont fall
I must strong then I can help ppl, I can bring laugh to my frens….
When sad come, I will face it alone… (my heart right now reli feel 辣住辣住….. )
I hope tat one day……..
One day will got a ppl truly understand me….
I reli wish tat the ppl will be “him” and “her” in the text above I mentioned just now…..
But takes a long time….
I willing wait…..give this friendship some times….
I dun wan lose it and destroy it….i wan it last forever…that’s all I wan….
Har……my heart feel no more sad than just now I start begin….but also not cure all….
WEI KANG!!! U MUST STRONG!!! BE STRONG!!!
SO U CAN HELP UR FRENS, OTHERS AND UR TRULY FREN
Hope who saw this pls dun misunderstanding…I just wan express my feeling…
If “him” u saw this….pls dun think I got problem….I’m fine =D
Just got abit sad only but cant find u chat so I write at this blog lo…
“she” also dun worry me….^^
Happy Always. xD

so pity azeera....=(

2009-08-04T03:27:00.000-07:00

today we just got to know azeera kena H1N1 liao...
i knew it when lunch time joo lee told me...
i so shocked.....and i also got doubt....
but joo lee told me is true....and many teachers came to find our class...
say got any fever, cough, flu bla bla....
OMG...our whole class got suspicious liao...
today we whole class not allow go for the pinknoise concert...stay at class....
but me myself is ok....not fever and cough....
but yee hang, kar lock and mr.yu got cough and fever...
i scare them kena also....
i not afraid of kena....just always wish tat this flu wont happen at my frens....
no matter who u r....
i hope azeera will recover back and fight the H1N1...
Azeera, U MUST RECOVER BACK!!!
we wait u back and come join us again....
i wish i wan drive car and go visit azeera right now...
God bless her.

am i too stupid ma??

2009-07-27T06:33:00.000-07:00

i always help ppl....no matter wat
i not saying good thing to promote myself....
cuz this is the fact....
but...sometimes i realise when i help ppl....some they rufuse help me...
my mom always scold me y i so stupid??
always help ppl buy things...walk lai walk qu...so stupid
i always disagree my mom but sometimes in my heart i feel like i very stupid...
i often help ppl but ppl always not helping me..
maybe i everything also good d...nth my fren can help me or dun noe can help me wat...
but....the truth is i dun think i'm stupid when i helping ppl...reach
cuz i willing and happy to do these for my frens...
we almost wan graduate liao....i just wan leave a good memory to my frens...
maybe i too overload helping my fren so my mom say me...
but it's fine...i dun care...as i willing to do
cuz i believe one thing...
one day my frens will help me back when i'm in troubles...just dun noe when onli....
my birthday almost reach.....i dun noe my frens will buy wat cake to me....or dun even have cake for tat day.....
last year my birthday also no cake eat la....just receive a truly present from shuan wen..i still keep it
this year i dun noe he will buy wat...or dun even buy present...but nvm
the last year present oredi can assume this year d....
szin dee said she buy a T-shirt for me cuz i buy her a present when she birthday(combine pay with others la...)
zhen lok leh....dun noe him still rmb my b'day anot..he forget also normal la...he got so many things to do...i dun blame him
agnes and suh yee them said wan buy a wallet for me...but i feel they just say say onli la...not serios de...
anyway la....hope these things will happen when at my birthday la...=D

Yoz!!! Long time no updated leh....

2009-07-17T21:02:00.000-07:00

lol...almost one month no write blog leh....
busy studying, homework, working, and mapling..xD
within this month reli happen many things...
in me, my frens, my family, and studying..
me leh...me more like "rude" tat from the ppl who i am.....i dun noe wat in me...
i like say bad words...even write it at somewhere....
and sometimes i very easy get hot-tempered...
and easily get not song with some ppl...
just like my parents and my church frens...they force me do many things...
if i dun wan do then many many things to say....let me very fan...
only school frens can cool down my attitude and some disco songs...
frens...a lot of my frens also change..
some got very easily get angry, some suddenly very jealous, some very easy not song ppl...
but the good thing is we r still frens...dun have any argue each other..
just got some teacher very damn stupid and idiot....useless teacher ( u know who )
frens is my everything....when i help them, they say thank you to me...
maybe thank you is very simple....but for me is very important...
watever how my frens will become to wat, we also still frens 4ever..
just like this song :
"As we go on, we remember
all the time we, as together
as our life change, come watever
we will still be Frens Forever."
My frens, if u see this pls rmb it...
i also will never forget u guys..
especially got three ppl i will never forget..
shuan wen, zhen lok and suh yee
these three ppl...
SO HAPPY CAN KNOW U GUYS!!!
hope we can frens forever
=D

Warm Family =)

2009-06-23T03:45:00.000-07:00

last sunday i went to belakong...cuz got play drum at sunday worship...

everytime i play at belakong church...always different from cheras church de...

cuz ppl in belakong there so kind and warm...(not saying tat cheras church ppl no kind and warm...just i feel so)

everytime i saw my frens...zhi yao, vincent, got two girls (dun noe wat name...lolz) and of course piggy auntie...hahax

tat day is father's day....so got event at belakong there...

zhi yao sit beside me...
when the pastor is preaching...i suddenly saw he close his eyes and mouth is saying smth....

1st time i guess is singing gua....

then 2nd time i saw again...then i very sure he is praying...

after the service the pastor got call....i saw he go out...tat call is accept jesus christ to be his lord...

but i wonder he oredi is christian leh...y still do de....

but nvm...i dun have block him and accompany him go out...

later tat i ask him...o...he listen wrong oredi...hahax

but this time is serious de..maybe last time is blur blur gua....

i saw him from the 1st time i knew him..reli got change..god so amazing...

then suddenly i told him...

u will become the leader of youth of belakong church, u will become the drummer of this church, and u will be serve god...(me so weird..haha)

then i told him....rmb ask me come see u when u wan to baptize...cuz i wan to be ur witness

he say yes...i waiting o zhi yao =D

then later no ppl fetch me back....so i folo my fren, Vincent and his relatives go eat dinner together...
here got some picture....can see see

RHS start : Vincent, his cousin, his grandmother, his "ah yi"

the hand moving is auntie piggy ^^

Vincent's relatives...took pic when they no noticing me..hahax

me supposed back when finish eat de..around 10pm like tat...

then piggy said need see customer....but if fetch me back 1st then will be late...

so i say nvm...folo them go see customer....

then after finish....got ppl say wan eat some supper...then i said nvm again..just folo them...

hahax xD

eat till 12am like tat my dad call me y still no home yet...

half an hour then my mom call me again y still no home yet...

i went back to home around 1am like tat..so late and i reli tired...

2moro need school and exam again!!!

but....i didnt think abt the exam....cuz when i saw these ppl and with them...

any worry and tired will gone...i happy when i with them...i feel warm when with them...

just like a happy family...

that's y i like belakong ppl...not onli them...zhen lok, shuan wen, suh yee and others also...

and i will never forget them...

i wish i could see them every sunday, every saturday cell group or even everyday...

but i couldn't...cuz i belong to cheras church...and i got some frens i dun wan miss at there...

but when i learn car d...i will sure find them....once 2 weeks...maybe

i wish i can live at belakong there right now...Hehex ^^

A4J Camp

2009-06-15T03:20:00.000-07:00

FGA place....so big like cinema

transform!!!!

1st generation of youth member of belakong church

not prepared yet....haha

me....xD

friday night service...so many ppl

so many ppl....need line up till 3rd floor...can u imagine how many ppl?!!?!!?

zhi yao and me took photo at toilet....hehex =D

rev. jonathan is preaching...

oh!!! vincent sleeping when service is on!!!!!

me also almost wan sleep d.....but still boleh tahan =.=

haha...see his nose....so funny ^^

sleeping also....zzzz

haha...his sleeping look so funny and cute leh...xD

oh no!! he curi photo me....but me also do the same..haha@@

zhi yao...belakong guy

1st day of the camp..still not start yet..ppl still finding seat....

from RHS : natalie, jackson, kenneth, some1(forgot ask his name...haha)

We are one of the usher teams at friday night service....LHS de guess same also gua...

me and zhi yao....always together when at the camp...nice buddy =)

time after time.....

2009-06-03T00:09:00.000-07:00

time after time....
me feel tat i have changed a lot liao....
me became more brave, talktative, like to make joke and bla bla....
not onli me.....but my frens too....
shuan wen also got changed liao...
bad and good also got....both la...
shuan wen is very meant to me...but not gay....><
he teach me a lot of things....
like cars, IT, drink coffee, hp setting and others...
bad also got....like eat food at class, take P lesen, bring hp to school and so on la....
he is the one who help grow more faster and mature....
let me know more abt others....
but today at school i just found out tat he got smoking be4...father teach him so de...
but tat is used to la...now no more or....i dun noe....
but i wan get to know more abt him...cuz he reli meant to me to my life...
sometimes i sad or upset becuz of him.....i not gay.....
just i dun wan lose this best fren and i reli care abt him...
who knows after many years or even gratuated we will still keep contact leh....
who knows tat our frenship got so close anot d....
who knows maybe someday when we meet oredi forgot each others leh....
so...i will try to let it go.....but i wont give up this fren....just dun wan too "addicted" to it....
it's all depend on time and faith....
reli time after time...lolz

My best frens ever and my closest frens

2009-05-25T03:35:00.001-07:00

1. Ding Shuan Wen - know him when form 4. he is new student tat time....and i dun know y we become best fren...maybe we got same common interest and topic gua...he's the one who gave me a present when my last year b'day...i feel so happy tat he rmb my b'day date...start from tat time i willing share my pain and joy with him...no matter wat he become, he's also still my fren, is my best frens forever in my this life. I reli dun wan miss this fren and i hope tat after we gratuated we can go out "wet" together and always keep contact. And i also hope tat after many years we also still are friend, never forget this friendship.

2. Nelson Wong - he is my church frens. he last year came to my church de....see him every saturday and sunday (sometimes came onli). i tell u wat....i go my church for last 5 years, but i dun have find a ppl that reli have same common with me....got is got, but i not very satisfy, but it doesn't mean that they are not good or bad la. But until i meet Nelson and chat with him, i finally found it leh. He's just like my brother and my closest fren at my church. We chat anything, eat same food, play same sports, share idea, my other church frens say we like siblings ( didi and gege ) haha xD. He is my "aiya" brother and my closest frens that i ever meet.

Still got 4 more....to be continue..hehe^^

Love...

2009-05-25T03:20:00.000-07:00

last week i heard my fren share his coupling experince...
after that i think i reli wan to coupling....
cuz i reli wan it.....
i wan try wat is 1st love....wat is 1st kiss.....wat is the feel go out with gf...
i wan know it....
but right now i wanna kiss some1.....wan taste the 1st kiss with girl....
( lol...me too ham sap leh....hehex )
i also wan try hug girl very close....like i dun wan miss her...
but i dun noe when will i coupling....but i wish right now i wan a gf....
see the timing la...i wish my 1st love will be a romantic and memorable love..
like my fren say: " ur 1st love will never forget at ur life, never forget u 1st time kiss her, never forget u 1st time hug her, never forget the feel u go out with her, never forget the things happen between u and her, these will become ur sweet and memorable memories. "
that's y after i listen this i wanna try coupling now...
haiz....maybe i never try be4 so i very hunger to have coupling now la...
haha xD

pain...

2009-05-20T04:30:00.000-07:00

today our school got tarik tali....
i got participated at this sport...
Yeah!!!!
red house boys and girls also won leh!!!!! =)
happy but my back abit pain....==
but it's fun and i never enjoy this be4...
zhen lok yesterday go for driving test...
congratz he pass d ^^
later we will always go out yam chai and chat chat chat till late late late night..hehex
wa....recently got so many thing to do....
add maths project i do very rush and today mr.ramesh told our class.....
postpone to next monday pass up.......
happy is next week pass...
angry is this week monday i do till 3am midnight....and now u tell me pass up next week?!?!?!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz....but nvm la
dun wan touch the add maths liao....lazy decorate and do again
haha xD
and today i with some teachers say hello to them...
i feel like we r frens even although the relationship is student and teacher...
maybe my face looks old so can chat with them gua....LOLX

i feel so sry....

2009-05-15T14:58:00.000-07:00

cant sleep at all....
still thinking wat i told shuan wen abt yesterday night.....
i reli feel so sry tat i shouldn't tell anyone....
this is his secret....
i must keep this.....but i told one ppl and she told her frens.....
now getting more and more ppl know his secret liao....
i dun now wan angry at her or scold at her....
but...i didn't scold or angry....
i just scare shuan wen will lose trust in me and wont share any secret liao....
i feel so guilty and sad....
maybe is me too "sa ba" leh.....
i will change and control myself...
i dun wan my frens lose faith at me...
shuan wen said he's not angry....but i not sure he oredi lose faith in me....
maybe he reli do it leh....
i dun noe.....
i just wan write smth at this blog...cuz i dun noe i wan tell who...
now still thinking wat i told shuan wen last night...
i reli reli reli sad and scare....
cuz i dun wan lose a best fren like shuan wen...
cuz.....
till now he still is my best friend...and i wan keep this till forever...
if u, shuan wen see this post..
i wan said again...
"Sorry, Shuan Wen."

Wow!!!!

2009-05-15T03:00:00.000-07:00

today my school got teacher'day celebration...
omg....i got perform dance leh!!!!
just now at stage so nervous....
dun later will kena judge by ppl anot.....
but dance teacher told us dun care abt them.....
show all u could.....just dance!!
so when my team was dancing....
some got mistake...
some slow....
some fast do liao.....(that's me.....T_T)
i watch back the our class video.....
the dance still ok la....
just abit no nice....i think...
but nvm....it's over and we have many big claps from teachers and frens....
later we got go the mines celebrate our succesful drama....
haha.....
although tired but i still wan go out...
last year ma.....
maybe this dance is the last time i dance leh....
haiz....so sad...
so....
thx everyone and wish all the teacher....
Happy Teacher's Day!!!

me thinking again.....

2009-05-12T05:34:00.000-07:00

just now i doing hw...
suddenly i think one thing....
after me and my all frens graduated this year...
will the feeling just like now ma??
got ppl say "ren hui bian" ppl will change....
maybe after secondary school life end....
we also will change...
maybe me.....maybe she.....maybe he....maybe all also...
i dun noe....sometimes i just feel very scare....
i scare i will miss them....dun noe when can gather again....
dun noe when can see each others again....
and we will not meet like everyday we go school right now....
but....
i hope tat some of my frens....especially them....
will keep the feeling like now...
maybe someday they will change...
maybe someday when we meet we will not have so much talking....
but i will understand....ppl will move on and change...
i wont blame them...i just feel sad tat i cant keep the frenship longer...
frenship is got but the feeling like very strange....
so....i will appreciate everyday i have with my frens now...
shuan wen, suh yee, zhen lok, avelyn, kin leong, yee ting, szin dee, alex neo, kah ben and other my frens....i will enjoy the moment with u all guys together...
i wan these become my part of my best memory....
maybe when i get old or nearly wan to leave this world...
i will smile and happy when i think back....

thank you guys.....=)

2009-04-20T04:51:00.000-07:00

today i feel so happy.....
cuz........
got girl praise me leh!!! =)
zhen lok and kin leong say they prasie me alot.....
i feel so happy and weird when they say to me....
feel weird is they praise me is a good man.....
feel happy is never got girls praise me like that....
i thought in girl's eye me just same like others man....nth special
but anyway i wan thx to them that praise me like tat....
my frens happy, i will also happy even i so tired and work more hard than others ppl....
even i dun noe them i also wan them feel happy....
b'cuz it is worthy to do it ( maybe got abit stupid la...)
haha...thx God!!!

2009-04-15T01:49:00.000-07:00

haha....
1st time post....xD
today the dance teacher from outside come to our class
discuss abt the dance performent at teacher'day
lol....i so scared.....
1st time dance o.....and totally idiot at dance
dun noe got time practice anot.....-_-
but i will try my best to perform the best =)
cuz this year is last year....must do smth special for memories....
hope that day i wont laughed by anyone la.....haha ^^
must work hard!!!!!
gambateh!!!!!